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(Jacob’s Diary) The Ring

September 10, 2010


Dear Diary,

The other day I called my dad.

I haven’t seen him in a long time, but he caught a plane yesterday to come see me for my birthday. That was Ness’s present to me. It’ll be my twenty-third birthday, though I still look eighteen.

When I called him, I  told him everything about my plan to propose to Ness, and how I even got Edward’s permission to do so.

My dad kept telling me how proud he is of me.

So, I finally got up the damn nerve to ask him about my mom’s ring. When my mom died in the car crash, my dad packed up all of her stuff, and put it in the attic because it hurt him too bad to look at it. It hurt me, too. But, I wanted Nessie to have her ring. I wanted her ring to be special.

“Uh, dad?” I asked him.

“What is it, Jacob?” he asked, his voice pensive.

“Well, I wanted to know if maybe I could give, um, Ness, uh, mom’s ring?” I stuttered out, holding my breath for his reply.

“Now, Jacob-” I c

I cut him off, because I knew that tone of voice.“I completely understand if you don’t want to, I was just looking at all my options!” I said quickly.

“Jacob! Let me get a damn sentence out, please. I was going to say, I would be more than honored to let you give her that ring, and I know your mother would be too,” he said, and I sighed in relief.

“Thanks, dad. I can’t wait to see you tomorrow,” I told him. I could tell my dad was smiling.

“You too, son.” We said our goodbyes, and I felt jittery. My dad won’t move from La Push, but I want to spend as much time with him as possible because the werewolf gene didn’t burden him, he’s just like the age he is, and he’s sixty-one. My dad has a strong spirit, but nobody can live forever, except for those damn leeches.

I couldn’t wait for my dad to see Nessie again, too. She’s grown so much since she last saw him, three years ago. She was really excited too.

I’ve been patrolling extra so that I can have three days off to spend with my dad and Ness, and hell, I’ve never been more tired. I had also been working with Alice, because the day after my dad leaves I’m going to have a ‘date’ with Ness, and I’m going to propose to her.

I’ve planned to take her to the lake several miles outside of town. Ness loves the beach, and she really misses La Push, so this is the closest I can get to the beach. It still has waves, so that’s a plus, right?

Anyway, there I’ll have a fancy-shmancy dinner set up, a nice little table with candles and music, along with her favorite foods. Right there on the shore.

I’m going all out, too.

I’m gonna wear a dress shirt and tie, and I told Ness to wear a dress. She and Alice went shopping of course. After dinner, we would have a barefoot walk in the sand, hand in hand, all romantic and shit, and then I will propose.

I’m not a softie, but I’m excited to treat Nessie to all this, making her blush is always fun.

Besides, she deserves it, and I want to show her how much I love her. It’s not like I can touch her and flood all my lovey-dovey thoughts into her head like she can.

So, hopefully I’ll succeed.

Alice set it up so that nobody will be there to disturb us, and she went all freaky and assured me that it wouldn’t be windy enough to knock the table over or anything. She was going to put a small clam just above the shore line, with the ring inside of it. During our walk, I will pick it up, and open it then give it to her. While she’s looking at it, I’ll slide down to one knee, and give her this little speech about how much I want to marry her, etc.

It was going to be perfect, because I’m working hard to make damn sure of it.

With my nervousness, I already had picked my clothes out, almost a week early. Black jeans, white dress shirt, black tie. I ironed my jeans until they were almost completely flat, and my shirt was stiff and starched without a stain on it. And white shirts never stay stainless for long with me.

After I ate dinner, I showered and went to bed. I would’ve went to see Ness, but I texted her and told her I would see her when I went to go get my dad. I needed sleep.

That morning, I woke up around nine, ate some biscuits n’ gravy, and hopped in my car.

My trip to the airport was fast, but pretty dull. I finally got to the right place in the airport, and I waited for my dad to come off.

Sure enough, he was the last person to come out, and a wide grin spread from ear to ear on my face.

“Dad!” I yelled, lunging towards his wheelchair, and grabbing him in a huge hug.

“Hey, son! You’re looking good!” He said, grinning widely and patting me on the back.

We talked for another second or so and then I wheeled him over to grab his luggage. His carry-on was slung over his wheel chair so I grabbed his other suit case before wheeling him out of the fluorescent lighting of the airport.

When we got home, everyone welcomed and greeted him and it was all happy and perfect. Ness was thrilled to see Billy, and vise-versa. We all spent the rest of the day together, catching up. Doing family stuff. We’re finally a family.

Billy was staying in my spare bedroom, and we left around ten to go home. We spent some one on one time, and then we both went to bed, me worn out from lack of sleep and dad had dealing with a case of bad jetlag. We just ate breakfast, and were going to head down to the Cullens’ in a minute. I spent a lot of time with Ness, which only made me more anxious.

I can’t wait for her to be mine.

I love putting my arms around her, making her smile, making her blush and maybe one day, I’d like to have a child with her. I mean, she does get her period once a month, but Carlisle’s afraid that once she is full grown that her eggs will freeze just like everything else, making her immortal.

I don’t know much about that doctor stuff, but I would love to be a father.

I want to have a perfect little family with Ness.

I want to wake up to her, with her cute little bedhead, and morning breath.

I want to be able to spend every free second I have with her.

I remember when I was ‘in love’ with Bells and I never thought I could ever settle for anything less than her, but in my own world, I’m settling for more. I’m settling for the most perfect, beautiful thing that I can possibly settle for.

Renesmee Carlie Cullen is my imprint. My soulmate.

And I cannot wait to marry her.

I’ll talk to you later, I gotta go see Ness.

- Jacob

Howdy, Darlings! Another filler chapter, not my best. Another long wait too, but I’m workin’ on it!

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